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These are pretty much a "Dear self" at this point. (As my Combuskenisawesome persona courts more friends and activity, I myself seem have been retreating to my remote island) That's fine, though; putting it down in text has always been therapeutic, so why not make some kind of use out of this site's features?
Dear self:
It's almost midterms already... my how fast this stuff all goes.
One of my sketchbook assignments is to make a comic (at least 4 panels, but of course mine is much more than that). I haven't done a comic in such a long time, I forgot how fun it is. Then I remember that thanks to having a new computer with better RAM and 64-bit (my, how fast technology has been advancing!) shit that I definitely can't use the "oh, PYC again huh? You know that's going to slow your computer to a crawl, right?" excuse on myself anymore. Well, maybe soon I'll feel like taking up that old thing again; it will be nice to see it finished, after all.
What a waste of a life's work, huh? Ha ha!
It's times like this I wish I could talk to people who've drifted away like my stepbrother, some of my old ND friends, my father, maybe if I'm feeling selfish enough, [i]her[/i]... just to catch up on lives in such a blur of a year. Maybe it's the lack of contact that makes me yearn for it, but I dunno. I've always been the type to be seen on his own, just quietly working on some stupid shit.
It's just been one of those nights, I guess.
Dear self:
It's almost midterms already... my how fast this stuff all goes.
One of my sketchbook assignments is to make a comic (at least 4 panels, but of course mine is much more than that). I haven't done a comic in such a long time, I forgot how fun it is. Then I remember that thanks to having a new computer with better RAM and 64-bit (my, how fast technology has been advancing!) shit that I definitely can't use the "oh, PYC again huh? You know that's going to slow your computer to a crawl, right?" excuse on myself anymore. Well, maybe soon I'll feel like taking up that old thing again; it will be nice to see it finished, after all.
What a waste of a life's work, huh? Ha ha!
It's times like this I wish I could talk to people who've drifted away like my stepbrother, some of my old ND friends, my father, maybe if I'm feeling selfish enough, [i]her[/i]... just to catch up on lives in such a blur of a year. Maybe it's the lack of contact that makes me yearn for it, but I dunno. I've always been the type to be seen on his own, just quietly working on some stupid shit.
It's just been one of those nights, I guess.
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Devious Journal Entry XLII: DIAUJLMATTLT
2014 retrospective: Dammit I already used Just Live More as the title last time
-What happened with school
This year, I failed out of school. Well, particularly, I did not pass the milestone exam to move on in the graphic design program. I could still continue college... if I take out a loan since American higher education demands exorbitant amounts of money I otherwise just do not have anymore. I decided not to go the loan route since, 1) I dislike being in debt & 2) After what happened I'm just left like “Can I really succeed at college? If it is possible for me to do would I have to sacrifice all my relationships to do it?”
Devious Journal Entry XLI: Entering the Fray
PLAYING THE COMMISSION GAME, THE MYSTERIOUS JEFF EMERGES!
Long story short, I’m opening up commissions both as a way to keep artistic drive going while also helping pull my weight financially since, while I know they don’t view it as such, I feel like I’ve been leeching off my loved ones too much, and I haven’t yet managed to get a traditional job.
The only payment I can accept currently is Paypal at mysterious_jeff_cousins@yahoo.com. If you’re interested in a commission, you can shoot an e-mail to that address or just message me on deviantart or tumblr.
The following 9 categories (samples in the links) are th
Devious Journal Entry XL: Just Live More
I'm not entirely sure where to begin. This year has been a rather large one for me, with events such as a family cruise, moving from community college to a university, and most significantly, reconnecting with a friend, and that bond bringing about tons of revelations, new growth, and the joy that can come with being in love.
The following will be chronologically out of order.
The Cruise and Lessons from the Past
In the beginning of summer, my family went on a cruise to celebrate my sister's high school graduation (and partly my college "upgrade" since it fell on the same year). The ship was amazing (though one supper in the dining room, a
Devious Journal Entry XXXIX: Life is Showtime
The year is 2013. Things have changed.
I don't really feel like elaborating on them too much primarily because, well, it's hefty and I have no idea how I'd organize it. In general though, I'm feeling stronger, my artistic pursuits are slowly gaining traction again and life in general, I believe is showing me a whole ton of stuff to look forward to. There's clouds of darkness waiting to ambush me, sure, but this time around I feel like I can take them on.
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I know how that feels my DA jounals are Dear self too, I write them even knowing that nobody will ever read them.